SJC HOLIDAY.
due to the election day 2 months ago(:
yay! I'M HAPPY(:

hmmm. unfortunately, this holiday was spent for the snack-making competition, which is like tomorrow?! laughs. so i overslept this morning. and was awaken by valerie and jodi. headed to chermaine's house. felt so tired while we shopped and did our analysis for the ingredients. hmmm. did some practical too. haha. gosh. it was weird tasting. but i enjoyed myself(:

sigh. supposed to be having training now. orhhh... i want i want. i dont want to be alone at home. i dont wanna spend the night with myself. no one would be home till sunday. sigh. it's scary. and it's not tat i want to let my thoughts ponder. but it's just tat i can't stop but wonder...
i realised tat i was never happy this whole while. i thought i WOULD be happier when life went on. at least that was wat i thought. but when i knew wat i was not supposed to know, i felt disappointed. disappointed with myself. because, i realised tat. i still love you.