just woke up. had been staring into nothingness when a message came.
it's getting harder and harder to breathe, each time i see you. my breathe was slowing down to an almost-stop. before i find myself waking up, gasping for air. and i realised tat i had a block nose suddenly, after my nap. so wat if my breathe really came to a stop, dozing off to a deeper sleep, and never waking up from this dream. perhaps i'm being way too paranoid over this. there's no such thing as tat. i dont think there's a need to worry at all.

crying myself to sleep.